The night-time seems to haunt me,
Those dreams engulf me,
You somehow saved me,
You gave me hope to go on
When darkness was all I could see,
You were my crack of light,
Like the sun after the rain,
You made me smile
I cherish those pictures of us,
I cherish your dark eyes,
When they look into mine,
With an unspoken bond,
You are my sister forever
I remember the first time I tried to breathe without you,
I need you to live,
I need you so badly
You are the very escence I survive on,
You are my antidote when poisen fills my veins,
You clear me ever so carefully
I know you wont hurt me,
You love me,
Like a flower loves the s
fuck your little smile
and your teasing little eyes
fuck your tender touches
and fuck your little lies
fuck everything about you
everything that drew me in
the reason why im drowning
the reason i cant swim
you said you\'d fucking be there
but you werent when i needed you most
fuck your petty excuses
to me youre just a ghost
a spirit that wont leave me
or give me fucking peace
all i want is your arms around me
and for that im losing sleep
you just keep denying me
of the love i know is mine
im desperate cuz i need you
where do i draw the line?
i love you but i hate you
and for that i say fuck this
refusing me everything iv
The night-time seems to haunt me,
Those dreams engulf me,
You somehow saved me,
You gave me hope to go on
When darkness was all I could see,
You were my crack of light,
Like the sun after the rain,
You made me smile
I cherish those pictures of us,
I cherish your dark eyes,
When they look into mine,
With an unspoken bond,
You are my sister forever
I remember the first time I tried to breathe without you,
I need you to live,
I need you so badly
You are the very escence I survive on,
You are my antidote when poisen fills my veins,
You clear me ever so carefully
I know you wont hurt me,
You love me,
Like a flower loves the s
Current Residence: Gove, NT Favourite genre of music: Emotive Hardcore Favourite photographer: BellZ Favourite style of art: Photography mainly Operating System: Windows? MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano (white) Shell of choice: The one with the crab in it... Wallpaper of choice: You mean my desktop background? Its a picture of my beautiful friends. Favourite cartoon character: Stewie Personal Quote: Dont forget to smile :)
Favourite Movies
Alfie and Lion King 2
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
The Used, Unwritten Law, As Cities Burn, From First To Last
Favourite Writers
Most poets on DA...a lot of them have talent :)
Favourite Games
Spyro The Dragon
Favourite Gaming Platform
Play Station 2
Tools of the Trade
A camera of course :O
Other Interests
Marine Biology, Poetry, Reading, Photography, Science, Sonny Moore
Happy Birthday Mitch (For Tuesday) :)
Happy Birthday Bel (For Yesterday) :P
Okay...So now that I've said that I'd like to talk gibberish...
Um okay, so Tahnee goes to Molly and I. 'Why do you have to take EVERYTHING serious!?' Molly and I burst out laughing. Tahnee rides away and I say 'BANANA' and Molly starts acting serious to piss Tahnee off because shes still in earshot...'Dont say that it offends me, I dont like when people say banana!' Again we laugh and Tahnee gets angry and rides faster. :O
I'm so mean but Tahnee has been saying some mean stuff and I was trying to be her friend but she still does it...argh...:(
oh gosh, i hate this town. Its so small, but its beautiful, the thing is i miss townsville, I miss Jesse, Belinda and everyone else.
I still havn't found any amazingly beautiful places to photograph although the beaches are nice.
I've met some nice people. Emily and Kirtsten, Emma and B'naye. James and Jye. Most of them are amazing people, I just miss my best friends.
xoxo, Shay.
Its 12:30 and in a few hours I will be on a plane ready to meet my new life of photography, marine biology and a new school.
Nhulunbuy High School.
Its pronouced Nul-en-boy and I took me half an hour to learn how to spell the stupid word.
Oh :( My cats are meowing, I just went to get them from the cat shelter so they are in a big cage ready to also board the plane.
There is nothing really important to talk about. I told Jesse I would text him before I catch the plane and I will text Mandy.
I <3 Planes...:P